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Name: Nur Diana
Birthday: 7/3/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: reading | baking | daydreaming | COFFEE BEAN | Korean movies | sleeping | talking on the phone | shopping | chatting
Expertise: *baking *^_^ | mengarut | laughing |day dream |
Occupation: full time accounting student..
Industry: should i say *MONEY *
Message: message me
MSN: loverspooh_86@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  loverspooh_86@yahoo.com
Member Since:
6/22/2006
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| .:: Alhamdulillah ::.Alhamdulillah... Diana dah 23 ari nie~
Yup.. getting older and wiser I hope so 
I had a great day.. mountains of prayers and wishes from the love ones. Wut important is.. orang2 yang Diana sayang ingat Diana.. and I know I am important in their life~ Thank you...
Alhamdulillah...
Minna san arigatou gozaimasu.. atashiwa, minna daisuki desu. ^_^
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| .:: yer ibu... T_T ::.Called home... the usual stuff and suddenly we start talking abt jobs..
me: ngeeee~ takutnyer. camner kalau along x dpt kerja dgn diorg?
ibu: u have to face the consequences laa~ u dun have any other choice do you??
me: well ya~ but to look on the bright side, i'll be able to continue being a student..
tapi dalam hati... masalahnya ibu, anak ibu yg seorang nie takut untuk berhadapan dengan realiti. Sentiasa cuba melarikan diri dari kenyataan lagi ada~
tiba2 suddenly terasa diri nie macam jadi beban plak pada family~ sepatutnya menyenangkan diorang kan? tapi saya tmbh menyusahkan diorg lagi ada~ huhuhu.. gomen nei~
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| .:: There's a .... ::.saying that say.. " a happy memory for now will make u shed a tears later on AND a sad memory for now will put a smile on you in the future"
And I really hope it's true. I really hope the grief + the sorrows I'm in for the time being will make me stronger in the future. You know.. what doesn't breaks you makes you..  .
Ya Allah, aku alpa selama ini dengan rahmat dan kurniaMu ya Allah. Aku sedar ya Allah, ujian dariMu adalah tarbiyah dariMu. Ya Allah, aku mohon padaMu kau bantulah aku dalam membuat keputusan hidupku. Bantulah aku dalam membuat pertimbangan...
How ironic, I thought I wouldn't fail ever again.. but I guess fate plays it roles on me.
Diana, it's nt yet the end of anything. People do experience failure in their life. Everyone does.. it's just the matter of time. And NUR DIANA ZULKARNAIN you ain't a failure... you definitely an ACHIEVER. Remember... you're the chosen one... upon million or zillion of sperm... you are the chosen one. You are a natural born fighter. You ain't a quitter.
I really hope I've made the right decision.. Ya Allah.. tolonglah berilah aku petunjuk. ACCA?? Master?? or a complete new degree or skills maybe??
p/s: thank god i have my family and friends around me. i should be grateful for that aren't I.. at least I know there's a group of people out there who love me wholeheartedly and it's unconditional. what more could i asked.. thank you Allah for the greatest gift ever~ I have Allah and THEM by my side.. ^_^ [insya'Allah]
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| .:: hopeless romantic ::. Even though you've been told more than once that fairytales don't exist, you just won't let it go: you're a big romantic and you carry on waiting for them. A smile, a bunch of flowers, a candle-lit dinner, a sensual kiss under a starry sky... some would say it's an old-fashioned view but you love it! You fall in love easily but you're a natural worrier and are always afraid of being abandoned. You have a continual need to be reassured in your relationships, which can sometimes be tiresome for your partners. This easy-going, affectionate person reassures you. You like snuggling up in their arms. They are of a faithful nature, and by their side, you will no longer be afraid of being abandoned. They help you to express your emotions and to liberate yourself from your fears. Before meeting them, you feel like a little girl/boy but they enable you to gain confidence and, if they were to ask you to be the mother/father of their children, you'd gladly accept!.
Semua betul... and I am such a hopeless romantic huh.. *giggles*
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| .:: Chomell ::.Okay... got my results. Kalau nk kata excellent tue mmg jauh panggang dari api. Tapi saya sangat2 bersyukur sebab grad. Because before this, dalam kepala otak mmg duk fikir dah 'FAIL' n x boleh grad~ [pessimistic.. I KNOW !!!]
And saya patut bersyukur jugak sebab masih honours degree. Alhamdulillah sangat2~ Saya x fail n x dpt ordinary degree. What more can I asked from HIM.
The moment I saw my name on the board... rasa sangat relieved... + sedih... + syukur... n a bit of happiness. x nangis pun.. Tapi, the moment I heard my dad dissappointment voice.. terus nangis teruk giler smbl cakap "i am sorry.. i am so sorry.." bila cakap dgn ibu pun camtue... banjir~ *klaka laa*
Sangat2 terharu bila ibu cakap, "it's okay Nur Diana, at least now u can grad. Ari tue dah nangis2 ckp takut fail~ nie dah boleh grad nie u should be grateful. Jangan lupa buat sujud syukur" ..
*sungguh saya super duper sayang FAMILY saya !!! *
lepas tue terasa sangat chomelll biler skype dengan ibu tadi... n i tell her my intention of continuing my studies, she said.. "awak nak sambung blaja nnt jgn duk jauh dgn ibu.." n I was like.."ehhh.. kenapa??"
n then ibu cakap.." ayah cakap, bila awk duk dekat dgn ibu, elok jer awak score.. start duk jauh jer dari family tunggang terbalik hidup"
n of course diana gelak guling2 okay~ tapi macam betul jer... sebab:-
wkt first masuk asrama F1 n F2 - result sgt horror... ranking 61 - 80 jer sentiasa. teruk giler kan??
n then pindah subang... decide utk duk rumah.. Alhamdulillah result sgt okay~
n then gedik2 plak nk prg MRSM.. so off I go to MRSM balik pulau, penang... sempat 2 bulan jer tapi adala few tests kan.. n result sgt horror~
n then F4 n F5.. alhamdulillah result okay... exception for science subjects okay~ sebab mmg i despise gegiler those 3 subjects. Gimme numbers.. I'll be fine.. but science stuff... no way !!!
n then dgn result SPM tue.. dptla masuk KYUEM kan... hurmm.. result was pretty okay tp petronas rasa x cukup bagus jugak utk level dia.. so kiok kt situ~
n then first year kt UNiM... commute balik rumah every week... n wkt exam tue terus bermastautin di rumah. Alhamdulillah, results okay jugak...
dtg jer UK... start jatuh sket2.. tp wkt 2nd year still boleh maintain lagi... masuk 3rd year flop terus !!! nak salahkan uni pun x boleh.. tapi mmg saya x boleyh laa reading2 subject nie. but the modules offered this year mmg semua reading... so mmg KO di situ. not that i don't try or did not give my best.. tp wallahu'alam. I just can't remember facts or sth yg i can't relate to the real world pretty well. [nie apa sesi backing diri sndr ker?? ]
BUT....
I am glad I manage to graduate.. sekarang nie, kalau ada rezeki untuk saya bekerja dgn inche' PETRONAS, maka saya akan~ Saya x tahu apa perancangan Allah untuk saya sekarang nie... cuma apa yang boleh saya harapkan, apa yang Allah rasa terbaik untuk saya. What I deem the best might nt actually be the best for me kan?? so... kena belajar redha jer banyak2~ [pandailaaa cakap~]
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